I've learned that you can never expect anything from anyone, no matter who
it is. The moment you do, you're just setting yourself up for heartbreak. 
It was one of those times you feel a sense of loss, even though you didn’t have something in the first place. I guess that’s what disappointment is; a sense of loss for something you never had. 
She’s the girl with her hands in her pocket, staring at her feet. She’s the girl you never knew you loved. 
I want to tell you so badly what I was thinking about that night. But if I were to do that everything might change between us, and I’m not sure if I’m ready for that.  It’s been a month or two since I last saw your face. That smile that always made me feel right at home it’s just at night, staring up at the starless sky, I miss you.  Once I was told “you can’t always have great. Every now and then you’re going to have to settle for good enough.” That’s not true; when you can’t have great, it means you’re not supposed to have great. It means that you’re supposed to have something better than great. It means you’re supposed to have something amazing. Or maybe if you’re lucky something extraordinary. 
And sometimes it just hits me out of nowhere, all of a sudden this overwhelming sadness rushes over me and I get discouraged and I get upset & I feel hopeless, sad, and hurt and once again I become numb to the world. 
I was at home, being bored as usual when my little sister came running to see me. I asked her what was the matter, and she told me, “I saw him today. And he told me, 'tell your sister that I love her.'” & it made me smile to know that you would make sure I heard.  I’m not sad. I just want to trust someone so badly. I just want something beautiful to happen here, right now. 
I went to throw away my notebook yesterday, his name written across each page too many times. But something stopped me. It was your name, on the last line of the last page. It said, “the only person left that cares.” 
All I’m asking for is one day together. Just you and me, all alone, and if you can honestly tell me that you don’t feel anything for me after that day, I’ll finally let you go. 
Sometimes the things that you complain about the most are the things you care about the most. Unfortunately you don’t always know that until it’s too late. --Boy Meets World 
Because of you she’ll never think she’s good enough, or that she’ll amount to anything. You didn’t say it, but your actions told her everything 
This past year, I’ve learned that goodbyes will always hurt, pictures never replace being there and memories, good or bad will bring tears to your eyes, and words will never be able to replace the feelings.  “She was dreaming of me. Could a dead, frozen heart beat again?
It felt like mine was about to. 'Stay,' she sighed. 'Don't go. Please...don't go.'
She was dreaming of me, and it wasn't even a nightmare. She wanted me
to stay with her, there in her dream. I struggled to find the words to name the
feelings that flooded through me, but I had no words strong enough to hold them.
For a long moment, I drowned in them. When I surfaced,
I was not the same man I had been." - Edward Cullen <3  In everyone’s past there is a love they will never forget there is a night that completely stole their heart, and a summer where it all began.  I think I'm afraid to be happy
because whenever I get too happy,
something bad always happens.
-Charlie Brown 
He smiles and looks away; and you wonder if just maybe that smile meant something he just couldn’t say. 
Don't be reckless with other people's hearts.
Don't put up with people who are reckless with yours.
 Don't let the sadness of your past & the fear of
your future ruin the happiness of your present.  It’s probably the wrong time to tell you this,
well, maybe it’s the perfect time. I realize how incredibly confusing things are right now. I can’t even begin to explain anything. But I just want you to know that if you ever need me, I’ll always be here for you… all you have to do is ask.  Even though I know you'll never truly care,
and even though I know you'll never be sorry,
for some reason I still waste all of my time wishing
and hoping that maybe one day you'll come around. 
She’s the girl who’s always laughing her ass off with her friends. You walk past her and think, “Wow she must really be over me.” But no, she’s not over you. She wants you but you never gave her a shot. She’s not faking that smile. She’s happy, but with you, she’d never stop smiling. 
We spend our whole lives telling ourselves everything happens for a reason, when in reality, it’s just that we give reasons for everything that happens. 
faith is believing in something,
even when common sense tells you not to. 
There comes a point in your life when you get tired of chasing everyone, and trying yo fix things. It’s not giving up, it’s just realizing you don’t need certain people. | 
